I must say this , i thank ko hwee , kakmira , ying ru , hilyah , nadzirah , maziah ... Not in order. Anyway, i think i dunno ... Sherrie is nice gurl but too clever 4 me. HAHAZ .
Its true... no lies i am just sick of school. Friends are like foes... Its a nightmare. Really, i rather sleep in the dark. I am feeling lost really lost like i have no life.. I don't care alredy hahaz
i am a very lonely soul. People see me as an unuseful girl cause i am always not myself... i am always waiting.. I hope there is someone out there waiting 4 me... i will stay strong till then... i will try my best. Strive 4 better and do better!!! here i come p6!!! yay. Celebrate!!!
My life is now a real mess with my friends. I am not myself again. Really. If it goes on like this for years, i rather die than suffer. I love my school. It is really great. No mistakes on that. But I am now holding on to my blur life which pulls me down... i am lost in the dark where my heart bleeds and i am going to die. I am just not there to help, i am just there to suffer the lost of my soul which is hiden far away from me amd away from me shreding tears which have meanings in it. I am a blind,crazy,miserable kid. There is no reason being alife but sad and lonely.No use. No use at all... I am a real stupid girl. HAHAHAHAHAHAHa. I am just so not real. I blinded with a string of words which she said u see... Well gtg... BYE
my days are counted by someone. My days of seeing this girl is something important to me as a girl who almost everyone hates. I am not clever nor am i pretty or nice. So u cannot stop my tears except Ko Hwee or Sherrie chew. Well maybe u may say i am crazy but i am me in my sad memories. For years i have had the best friends and u all of u are my friends some how. me always waiting for u friends...
NUMB Time jus makes me scared...I can't emagine me getting trapped all the time do u??? I have freedom but I used it without even needing it.. I have change so much since u left me I have felt numb for the first time in my entire life!!!
Totally Me I have totally no mood today!!! People went to town and bought lots of things... I ,have nothing with me now even if I shop the whole day...Who cares nobodt will care any way... See ja some time so good bye!!!/???
I'm a Ginny in the bottle!!! Do u know??? I am alone left in the dark... no one with me to cure and share the pain... The only thing is to open the bottle....Who knows maybe I'll get a handsome prince....I'm lost and hurt in u....Yet u let me suffer....Think again what hope can make out...but even if I come back... would anyone reconise me??? I wold be happy if someone does.... My life will go on.... Me ...Myself...I.....
I am alive!! I am happy to know that not everybody knows what I mean..... Ah u know, teachers are a nag... U know Harry Potter (Daniel Radcleffe)if I spell wrongly jus ignore.. Close ur eyes and u will see me as cute....Some day later I mean and never forget.....
I hate people who shut me up! Why I like magic books? I have lots of time to read books. Sometimes, they are great but sometimes in stings. Read what people thing about the writer. They might be very good movies sometimes or can I say always??? Me, ZARIFAH!!!
My Life.... I love singing alone, reading (sometimes)and playing or even listening to music.... You can't different me with a guy altough i'm a girl because I act like a boy! My special self likes to read Harry potter books and more... Songs are my main lover...