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Maths teacher not feeling well today. She kept on writing the wrong answers. In the end, my class said "Give her one Jing Cheng clap" "Go homelah!" Then she smiled. We kept on talking. But did you think she would not get pissed? Of course yeslah. But, my class is noisylah. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! GO N DIE!(IF U SUCK)~♥~

School has started but nothing is going rite 4 me... I had not been paying attention! Whatever,,,*SiGh* Now, i long to go out wif a friend... Like if you're wondering abt sec 1s... They look really short and the girls seems to have a hair statement. BANGS or CLIP UP EVERYTHING! That is like so weird... I have not seen anyone special this year. Just like any other year... Hope my sister gets a bf soon. That would spice my life a little. I am so sad.... 4 myself that is. I am as lonely as ever. Have you ever felt lonely? well..welcome to my world. By the way, i feel lonely on the INSIDE... GO N DIE!(IF U SUCK)~♥~

GO N DIE!(IF U SUCK)~♥ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1zeR3NSYcHk Find out my favourite song currently.\

Shit shit shit listen, just listen. Everyone... hate me please dead GO N DIE!(IF U SUCK)~♥~

Sooooo cute!!!! GO N DIE!(IF U SUCK)~♥~

7:36 AM 8/10/2008 Wow i am in the midst of my exams but it seems a mile away. Firstly because i found some things i am surpose to know and it kinda bothered me. I must thank my besties for not telling me earlier but WHY must it be when i am in the midst of my exams...*Haiz* i wish i was not born and i do not have to be living life this way. I guess my studies is good but to me, thats not what i aim for. I aim for happiness but nothing surfaced. Yeah, going out with friends IS(not was) but sometimes... i feel left out. With their new member, i dunno if i still fit in. Whatever it is, i think racism is happening in my class but i dun really mind because as long as i dun bother what could happen right?I am writing way too much about myself... Most of you guys would most probably not know that i surpport Ferari in F1. I really think this year have been a crazy year for them but with all hopes, i hope it'll not be another chearting. Poor Raikkonen...its okay! He is still th...

3:12 PM 3:17 PM 26/9/2008 Dear...you, I am gonna tell you that 2dae... I WAS DRENCHED!!! It was raining n it kinda sucked... Anyway..2dae we had the english n higher malay papaer 1. Let be bet...i did it like shit. Its darn tough...kinda i guess... I was juz lzy 2 write a lot of details... So i did nothing soooo fun 2dae. However, i reallly love myself. Love, Princess Me GO N DIE!(IF U SUCK)~♥~

Happy...nonono... uneventful birthdae 2 u kak maziah. my third sis. lol...so now u;re 17. SO OLD!!! jkjkjk oh...n i m proud 4 givin her a present wrapped TWICE! WHATEVER! This is 4 u, M mm...its nice A IYO!LAMELAH. z amzam ala ke zam I nside my room i sleeping. And i am filled with presents. H ahaha...in ur dreams!!! Remember me NOT, Fallen Devil GO N DIE!(IF U SUCK)~♥~

You KNOW WAT! todae...i gt literature project. Merchant Of Vernice play. Horrible like shit ah! You Yan KICKED my eye. It was bloody redlah! Ting Rui stepped on my hand! PAINFUL!PAINFUL!PAINFUL! OUCH!OUCH!OUCH! heck lah. haiz...no Offencelah. Soulfully Wicked, Fallen Devil GO N DIE!(IF U SUCK)~♥~

well...wat can i probably say? My life is currently in a whirlwhind.' So much 2 dread abt... School,home,frens,enemies,teachers n freaks. I dunno y but... a lot of pll changed. Faustina is no much than a...? a erm...Confused gal? Tiffany is now... greatter i guess... Fathin?Nabilah? I?Dunno? Christabell IS usual. Nur Aqilah Hassan is... OUT OF HER MIND! Ying ru? i dunnolah... My hatred self, Fallen Devil GO N DIE!(IF U SUCK)~♥~

loving u is like torture. Loving you breaks my heart. Loving you makes me sad yet pleasured... You reassure me that i am always the best. You are always there sometimes to anger me others to make me smile. Wiashed u knew that i totally love you. i dunno how 2 live juz without u. You are everything 2 me... yet i still wanna say... Love you with all my heart! GO N DIE!(IF U SUCK)~♥~

i feel really empty inside like a flower dead in line. i feel soo angry n lifeless... juz because u tore me apart. U shld juz................................. GO N DIE!(IF U SUCK)~♥~

WTF! Hizan that fucking idiot is becoming such an asshole. He is like forver making fun of me!Then he's like bitching his way through the class!If he dun stop being a sucker, he'll die to the core of hell. STUPID YOUYAN! STOP PULLING MY HAIRBAN! GO N DIE!(IF U SUCK)~♥~

What is life???well...nth... GO N DIE!(IF U SUCK)~♥~

When i am here at home, i DON"T feel secure. My parents are naggers! My sister is sometimes a real pain 2 me n my grandmother is like a total berserk n now i am goin crazy! My father is like controlling my life! Wat the heck?! My mother is like telling me, "Y u not like ur other friends, clever, pretty and very nice?" WoW never thought F...S... cld be soooo nice n clever? Go n ..................................... So sry but if i had 2 choose home or school...I would chose NON! I'd rather kill myself! What does it bothers 4 ppl 2 be idiotszzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. N my family is like....SHIT! Whatever so if u wanna die...GO N DIE LAH! ♥...is crap in my life~♥~

What is life when hatred is alwaez there? Why must some bitches still be living in this world wif us? What about the pure and innocent? Why is there still assholes in my class??? What is true meaning of love? ♥...is crap in my life~♥~

hello n school has been great... EXCEPT that Faustina is a councillor! DO U BELIEVE IT ! ♥...is crap in my life~♥~

Hahax...well...i really love death note these daes! Its really interresting! I hate........................... ♥...is crap in my life~♥~

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well..i got talk to benedict...fun..kinda... Dead Silence In The Midnight At where i am not, there is dead silence The clock ticks and time flies No one is awake yet my heartis beating fast and uneasily By the look of my face, i am lonely n broken inside Midnight comes by as my heart beats faster and faster. Hatred grows in my soulas quickly.... .The dead silence had brought the -_-'XxXxXxX Dead alive The midnight had made the moon shy to come out Fire is flying far away Water is swishingfuther away. Tears are drying up Wind is disappearing Ice is melting Sun has already hidden because the dead has come back alive They're back for more, more souls to take. To kill to take is wat they do. People are ruhing away. After all,its the dae the dead comes back to life. The dae where... The Dead Silence In TheMidnight Awakes... n these pics......................................................... ♥...is crap in my life~♥~