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Happy Belated Birthdae Christie! Well, life is a bleak right now. I really want to be friends with ALL SEC 2 students in my school. I want to be as fun as before. I guess... I have done too much damage to my life. I want eveyone to forgive me... yeah right. I am far too smart for such moves. I want to say I am sooo thankful to myself. FOR SURVIVING!!! Wakakakaka ♥This black heart is bleeding.

I am being damn negative here. My whole wide world has come down. I feel terribly alone. I feel sad.Crestfallen.Dead.Apathetic. What has become of me? Explain to me, how do I become normal? I feel trapped. Am I mental? Do I need the doctors? Yeah, I guess I'm crazy... I am always sad. WHY? I'm not sure how to be normal. I'm sure life is suppose to be great. Michael, I'm still waiting for your defination . I want to be normal. I want to lead a normal life. I want to be stable. I dun wanna fall again. I dun wanna cry again. I want to be normal. What is normal Mr Nice Guy? AND Michael, thnks maybe its becos I am too negative. I jus nid time.. thanks... A Heart that will be broken...♥

Thnks 4 all you've comforted me MR NICE GUY' Glad you're still my friend even after my mood swing and bad manners... I guess being alone is like being negative rite? And To Myself... I am sorry for being so hopeless... I'll try harder! And stop thinking abt death... ♥Silence Is A Virtue

First and for most, THIS BLOG IS NOT BASED ON A GUY OR ANYTHING. ITS MY LIFE MAN SO DUN YOU DARE CREATE HAVOC. thanks. My life may be at the very brink but I am not blind. I know you so-called people are talking behind my back . SO WHAT? My whole world seems to be crashing down badly. My education has gone up a notch. But the rest... Is going down the drain. No. I'm not yet giving up. Shut your shit cause I dun give a bloody damn. ♥♥♥SiLeNcE♥♥♥