Youth

i was not ever alive. i wish i could be nicer... i wish people would know me before judging me. i wish i am a better friend than i am now. i wish i didn't have mood swings... i wish i could say what i feel in my heart. i wish i could be who i want to be. stop making me feel all alone. stop blaming me for things i have never done. stop making me feel guilty all the time. i cant take it anymore. i have enough of these lies and hatred. i am all gone. ALL GONE! ♥no more love left

I am so dead. Not prepared for the common tests OR anything that comes with it. I cant remember anything about SS. Then comes the part that I am tired. Tired of always having to listen. Not that it sucks but no one understands this bloody world anymore. It's gone berserk people! I want a new friend. Hehe. Can I buy one? Okay... that was random. BOUGHT NEW EARPIECE! pink^^ ♥With Love

I HATE Valentines' Day. Seriously. I'm always single... So I read my PC journal today. There is so much random stuff in there. I am DONE with my homework. I discovered my phone RAWKS. I love oreos and wishes that I would get an oreo cake^^ Too much writing made my hand numb. I couldn't even move it. Haha I took an overdose of aspirins and have become so tiggerish. (pooh's fren) TTFE ♥With Love

Hmm... I'm a backstabber isn't it? well...well..well... I wonder who said that. Is it you? Guilty conscience? It's so sad that you don't come straight to me. Let's clear things out. Make Peace Not War. PEOPLE, my life is so bullshit right now. Stop rambling about me. F*ck you for it. (clearing throat) Goodnight. ♥So much for love, Me.

OhMyGod! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TZE MIN! Haha. 15 years old eh? Well, may all your wishes come true. I'll always love you yeah?! And bestie, I would always remember you. You're a special star. IN my HEART. hehe ♥With Love, Zee