Youth

Freeaakk! I am so pissed at myself. The freaking orange ball hates me during CCA. Then I am screwing up in my classes. Then I am tired. Then I'm frustrated. Then people think I'm desperate for a Bf. WTF? Am really going berserk. When people lie to you, won't you feel so *ucked up? Then your teachers anf friends think you have a problem. Then I'm not even prepared for the freaking exams. Then you fought with your sisters. Then you are tomboyish and you can't change. Then you want to cut your hair but you don't have the time. Then your mangled hand is hurt by other who grab you hand. Then you are freaking pissed. Then I am tired. Then... ♥Happy Endings are never meant to be

That's me. Me, the freaking girl who slammed her fist against things. That's me. Ironically, it doesn't hurt... I'm just so sick of people telling me who I should be. But at least they say it nicely. I'm not okay but I'm fine. Pain in dictionary: bodily suffering caused by injury, illnesses, etc or mental suffering. Pain in MY dictionary: fun.vain enjoyment . ♥Things change without warning... Let the rain fall. Sorry. I'm gonna get better.

When things go wrong, leave it as it is. I sprawl on the floor, my hand swollen. I want to see blood but what next? Is it my heart or am i scared to death? We all lie, one way or another. I may look all okay, but have you seen the inside? We will all fall down. It's a matter of time. I am a lover but I am also a destroyer. Let's all be drunkard freaks! Say yay people! Search for that special star. Say your loves before I throw you down. Be understood! ♥Zee

I suck. I haven't finished my life. I suck. If I ever lost my sight, then I'll know, whether love is indeed blind. So tell me, do you want to be blind to see what love really is? Freak. I'm just so frustrated. Awkward silence. Sleepwish. ♥With Love