Closure
My mind has been wondering a lot lately. Little thoughts have made their way to become ambitions. I am a person who does not enjoy putting in effort in most things. However, if I put my effort for something, I won't stop. That's how it's been lately. I've been putting in a lot of effort. The days are becoming shorter and the night gets longer. Am I being greedy for wanting more? Yes. You are no longer enough. You can't make me smile anymore. You start hurting my progress and you're like poison now. You can't be my antidote no more. You have been my greatest regret and it's been damn bitter. You and I had caused so much damage so let's stop this craze. My greatest enemy. It has returned with a menacing smile. Hoping for another relapse like it always have been. Numbers on the scale, the pinch of flesh and the name calling. My demons have started to come out to play. The struggle started in 2011 and it has been 7 years now. The h