Youth

Imagine reading a book that touched your heart so bad... that you cried? Yeah I cried over this book title The Perfect Shot by Elaine Marie Alphin I curled up and cried. I'm so pathetic . But I really LOVE the story a lot. Anyway, got back the freaking results. Not so good but ya... Much better compared to last years'. Among classmates, quite well I guess. Just felt like I did the papers with no expectations. Too filled to the brim with my OWN problems. Lyk... sleeping. Not enough sleeps makes your mood swing lyk shit . Ya... ♥WOpps

When calm turns into anger, i do stupid things. I hurt but I'll always get back up. I'm me and that's why I'm different. I'll tear those who frustrates me down. Love that I'm hyper these days haha. Had Canadian Pizza today. Ohllaaaalaaaa ♥With Love

Exams are FINALLY over haha not gonna care and will be partying. (catch up with sleep first) lol If you've screwed up real bad, HIGH FIVE! Am shutting my ears (don't tell me the results are coming) Am gonna slllllllllack(: (no more notes mann!) Watch tv and sleep late^^ (no more 'go and study') Wanna go out with besties (shut it aabout results) wanna cut hair on 25th June (not gonna care if i look stupid) look far beyong people! Go jump around eat all the food you can do something wacky kiss someone or party till it's late! (don't shut yourself away!) All sweetened, Zee (winkwink for your results) ♥With Love

Misunderstood is my word of the day. People just don't get you sometimes. Your mentality. I can't explain it... It's like an a HUGE heart shape. You draw and doodle on it. It looks nice then you remember, it's all your imagination. Ok, that's even more confusing. I am screwing up my mid year. Misplacing all my thoughts. Running wild. Running scared. Running all alone. I WANT A NEW LIFE. lol. I want to snuggle up in bed. I want to curse at the top of my lungs. I want to see myself as a movie director. I want to be seen as an individual. I don't want to struggle again. i don't want to be lied to anymore. I'm not lovable but I'm not a bitch here. I'm a fucking human people. Or are you blind? ♥With Love