Youth

There are words that I have left behind. A past that I never want to retell. Lies that I feel guilty of. Tears that I am supressing inside. Longing that I've been feeling for too long. ... Is this pain I feel? My whole future is blinded by it. People around me play deaf with me. I can't stop feeling fu.king sad. I feel like I'm being dragged down with force. So much force. I'm surrounded but why? Why do I feel so lonely inside? Becos I'm invinsible. Becos I'm still empty. Becos I'm being hated. Becos I'm being misunderstood. Becos I'm almost (almost) dead anyway. ... Hear me out humans! Tell me that I'm here! I hurt too. JUST LIKE YOU. Stop ignoring me! I don't want your attention. I JUST WANT TO STOP BEING PUT DOWN ALL THE TIME DAMMIT! You bitch. I want to get back at you. But I won't becos I can't. Cos I'm torned right now. ♥i'm breaking soon. p.s. Who knows what true loneliness is - not the conventional word but the naked t...

Eff life. ♥EFF IT BITCH!

I love cutting my words into half. It's like slicing your own air. That didn't make much sense does it? I hate longlonglong entries so I try to keep mine short. My Lemon Meringue Pie was kinda nice when I re-baked it(: Know whatt else? I'm also damn paranoid these days LIKE ALWAYS! (insert dimple grin) I'm having a terrible week but... WHO GIVES AN EFF? ♥hwapy

swaydayswayday. got caught for ankle socks>. Woke up way too early. & was sleepy in sch (kinda) No English 'cos teacher never come BUT was lucky 'cos never bring English file. Other than that, today was okay. Made shepherd's pie. Will try it wif sister later. Love-d the world. Lol. ♥xoxo

Domo. I think I'm getting better. But I got sick again during CCA. My addiction hurts my knucles so bad I was like technically in REAL physical pain but the rage inside me takes over & I hurt again. Lol. i dun understand my last few words>. nvm yeah. I'm rawsome(: ♥happy sweet 16th Anisa(: This is Tampines somewhere(:

I'm trying so hard but I'm dying inside. I can't do well if I'm almost insane. I need another drive. I'm almost dried out. Almost. ♥With Love

I copied myself again. I photocopied myself then printed. But I never come alive. haha. school's okay but there are PILES of hwk to finish I guess I'm a little tired 'cos I've been daydreaming... And the cold weather is kinda nice minus the wind. It'll be lyk freezing cold if it's windy. Hmm... that's all. ♥xoxo

I hav no deeing idea what I'm doing. I've been reallyreally tires & procrastinated much. But it's okay rite? I'm still me rite? Gosh. I. Am. Insane. ♥With Love

Disappointment would last forever. Dun regret. Especially the big exams. ♥With Love

No one hides from the truth 'cos the truth is always hidden. Why can't anyone see that she's a inglorious bitch ? I'm super fly but wen i fall, i fall hard I'm super hyper but wen I'm down, i crush my life a little more every time. I hear lies but no one knows the difference except for me . A potential hazard to myself... ♥I won't catch another

HEYHEYHEY! First day was rubbish. I HATE my timetable & I'm tired Other than that, I'm chill & super fly(: Love y'all (I love sweets and chocolates too) The great person; One wif dimple, can do handstand and is affectionate in his own wayxD ♥xoxo