Youth

Don't contradict my words. Gosh, you are so unoriginal. wtf. ♥I'm not me. I'm her.

1 ) My life is effed up. 2) There are hypocrites around me. 3) Backstabbers and bitches. 4) My maid is only coming home on the 12th. 5) My self-confidence is a goner. 6) I can't fulfil my wants for now. 7) No one really cares. ♥That's why i die a little inside.

1) You smile. 2) I'm doing well in terms of academic achievements. 3)'Cos I can run. 4) My sisters pamper me. 5) My besties are AWESOME. 6) I have never gotten detention before. 7) I'm still alive. ♥that's why I SMILE(:

I admit that I am a sensitive kind of girl. I take words to heart more than not. I can remember things kinda easily. I am also an open kind of person. If you won't tell me what's wrong with me, Don’t. But don't judge me by my words. Becos words alone do not show a round character. I'm going through a lot right now. Its okay if you don't give an eff but, Don’t push it. Do you have to torment me this way? I would never hate a person for no reason. I loathe you so much right now. But I know not to judge a person. Letting people in had killed me. I’m not sure where to go from here. Am I being melodramatic? It is becos I’ve been through hurt. Physically, mentally and maybe, even when I’m dreaming. At night, I sit up thinking about life. I think about how privileged I am. I think about how much I’ve tried and ran away. I think about dying. I don’t want pity from these words of mine. I just want to be IGNORED. Don’t kee...

You that rolling my eyes dun signify I'm ignoring you. Is what I'm saying making your head go round? Well, it doesn't. Sometimes, I saw the wrong things. I act out of turn. I annoy. I lie. but there is nothing wrong with imperfections. becos they bring out love from another. Some other kind being would love you for your imperfections And languidly, I'm being pulled down. I'm saying goodbye. I can't do anything? According to you eh? ACCORDING TO ME, I'M OKAY. ♥Everyday I'm shuffling!

MYE is drawing closer. I'm gonna study... i think. I've been thinking a lot these days... When everyone has shut you out, would you be willing to try again? When no one knows you're there, would you make them acknowledge your presence? When you know what is life, that is when you are really dead. ♥be brutal with words.

Yesterday was speech day. I'm not sure why but I was hit by a train somehow. My brain was somewhat telling me smth. You know that feeling that you've not done enough? I do. & yesterday, I was motivated. Again. Motivated by the unexpected turn of events & moivated to come back again next year I want to feel satisfied with my capabilities I will study. pay attention. be less caring (as if more ignorant sort of thing...) There are also other changes I would make. yeah... HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY DIANA! ♥Honestly

I'm trying not to die inside. You're worth that much. My friends, mt family & people that I know care. ♥munch