Youth

Its not just the breathing that gets tough, it's also the living part.

I cant see myself in 10 years time. I dun fancy living that long. Sigh.

I have no reason to be upset but Im. I always am and it sucks. I feel like closed in. Like... Like nothing seems right anymore. I want to scream. Shout. Cry. I don't know what's wrong. Home seem so austere. I have a pretty decent life. I have no idea why. This. Always. Happens. To. Me:( I really dub have the heart for anything right now. Im losing it. This real close. No kidding.

I hate how my life changed and everything making me wanna go back to square one:(

I wish so much to be okay soon. Im completely burnt out. Tired. Feeling like an insane person. In between okay and insanity. Sigh.

I hate being late. I have this thing against lateness. Yeah. But ironically, I was late for my first interview but I still got the job (luckylucky) and was actually early for my second interview :D I guess I hate being late. I have this obsession of getting things that I want to do willingly right and doing them really well. Yeah, it's like an ongoing obsession that I just realised. LOL. okay, I'm getting random. ♥With Love

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