Happy cow
Im a cow and im happy:) if you dont lyk me happy, too bad. Gonna cut my hair and rock my attitude=D screw you haters and gossip queens! Hah! Im stronger then ever. Yesssss!
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Perfectly timed
So am i truly alive world? What did i do to deserve this feeling? Im not even alive in my own eyes and you do this to me. Im not angry. Just really tired. Everything's just crashing down on me again. What can i do now? I can barely face myself. Do you think im a bitch whose crazy? Well, here's an update for you, im more than insane. Im fearful and i can't stand myself. Dammit.
We gonna be alright
Went out with Ad<3 Met my bestie at his workplace and it was funny:) We ordered 2 eclairs, a cheesecake and a cookies and cream smoothie. I guess this is where I say my life is changing for the better. I admit, I've had a rough time finding my true identity. But hey! It was worth the pain and all the craziness. Im going to be real honest here, to all those whose been hurting me and talking behind my back, SCREW YOU. tyvm:D ♥xoxo
Honesty
I dont know how long i'll live anymore. Im so reckless that i just dont know what i could possibly do. Im broken and beyond repair. What else can i do? Everyone's just starting to hate me..
But maybe
Im not sure what to do from here. Quit? Im not sure who to turn to anymore. I don't even know what Im actually doing right. Prolly nothing. Im not even sane. Im ranting here cos I know no one bother to read this. What have I got to lose in life? Everything. I've lost every part of me to stupidity. One year ago, I started and now, I can't even stop for the person that means so much to me. Now, I don't even know how to feel. It's like I wanna be hyper forever and ever and ever. I don't wanna face this cold and forever haunting world. I want to see myself go far but my heart says no. I want to know what it's like to lie on a hospital bed and wonder how much it'll hurt the people I once loved. How can I be so selfish right? I don't know, like really, Im pissy and no one likes a pissy friend. No one likes any friend that breaks promises and can't even stay coherent for more than 10 minutes. What is it with me? I need someone to shout at me, slap my fa...