I will stop loving you

Gosh.
What a depressing week.
From school to frens to blood & blisters.
I've got tones to say but there is much I want to leave behind.
People tell me that I should go on.
But hell I don't know what to do.
Would you if you're stuck somewhere.
It's lyk freefalling and you being unable to stop.
geddit?
Guess not.
Tests and common tests has been terrible.
Even quizzes are.
I'm so uptight right now.
I need somebody to slap my face and wake me up.
If you think you can,
please help.
Lol.
Kinda need it.
But can you shove me instead of slapping?
I don't lyk my face red.
WILL BE OKAY.
EVEN WITHOUT YOU DAMMIT!
♥Bwek

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