Perpetually Upset

So basically, it's the holidays. Im broke. I've cleaned up my cardboard and then.. sigh. I can't buy clothes cos my first sister won't let me. And it sucks cos I want comfy clothes and all the clothes I have are those really tight or like supposedly nice. NICE IS NOT COMFY OKAY? There's a huge difference. I feel sad. Obviously. And it's not just that. Basically, I can't find a job. No one wants me. Im incapable. GREAT. And it doesn't get better from here on. I have camp from the 25-28th and I've not packed. Not anticipating it. And worse of all, my parents wants to go Bandung, Indonesia and I just wanna scream. SCREAM I tell you. I wanna go too but if I don't have money then how am I suppose to go? URGH. This is the saddest time of my life I swear. 

♥SIGH:/

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