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I am just the same as all the other people. Dont treat me differently. Camp was well... bitchy, fun, painful and ... I got a new phone! Thanks dad If you have some misunderstandings abt me, please, see me in person. We'll clear it all out. Let's all shed tears for all of our foolishness. ♥With Love, Zee

Don't be a little bitch with your chit chat from Keisha's Blah Blah Blah Trust me, I'm not that little play about bitch. I want a GIGANTIC teddy bear! lol. That was so random. I saw sooo many while buying Tze Min's b'dae present. Haha. ♥With Love

Guy in front of me in class, why are you so sarcastic and evil? hehe. just wanted to stop by and write smth.. Drunk me up with Vodka and aspirins. I try to reach for the stars but I only caught it's shine. Please write me a song of love and lies. ♥With Love, Zee

I had a horrible day. I'm so broken up inside and so shitty on the outside. It's so painful to feel so shit. It suffocates me until I have nothing to fear. I'm merely messing around with my whole life. Nothing good happened to my life today. It's just falling apart. BUT at least I get hugs ♥With Love

Sweet revenge and bitter lies. I'm so sick of all this. Thanks so much teachers for making it even worse. This a story of the melancholy of me. I'm having problems having to climb the bloody social ladder. No one understands me any more. I think I'm going crazy but why? Break me apart and see me shatter like glass. See me as I am and believe it. I am insane and stupid. Yeah, tell me that again shitty people. Slit my wrist and kiss me goodbye. That's my advice for no one. I'm so afraid of what going to happen now? Am i going to disappear to the horizon? Tell me something I don't know ppl. Tell me. Face me. Destroy me. I'll come and get you bitches. Trust me, I'm almost on my way to embark. ♥With hatred Love

Dear Christie Leong, please dont leave. I'll miss you and I'll have no one there for my bigbig hug. You are the awesome is my life. Kinda... hehe. You cheer me up and you make me smile. Please keep in touch. ♥xoxo, me

Happy 15th Birthday Tracy! I bought you smth 79cm. Hope you L.O.V.E it! ♥With Love, me

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRACY! Happy 15th Birthday Tracy! I bought you smth 79cm. Hope you L.O.V.E it! ♥With Love, me

I dont wanna B.S. School sucks and not that i find anything special abt my classmates. henh. What's so great about school? It's shit and my life is crumbling. I hate my teachers but at least... my besties keep my life lively. English Diagnostic Test was okay... Wrote about drugs and how misunderstood my life was. Sounded dumb. zzz. ♥With Love

Never think you know me. Thats my message now. THANKS TO: Tiff(NyNy) for the grey SPLIT sleeveless and going ahead with my 'plans' T.M. a.k.a Juliana for the baby pink sleeveless, apron and the ribbon black dress. Diana for all the love messages. LOL^^ For Maisarah for always being a great support. I've changed blog skin and may be changing again soon... It's a constant thing. ♥Love.

I will change blogskin soon. Cant keep to this one(: The pictures is for entertainment. LoL. ♥ With Loves and much insaneness, Me(:

Today is so called movie marathon day. At 11.30am-1.15pm, I watched Naruto, ninja clash in the land of snow (or smth like that). It was really fun especially because sasuke is so fast and calm. He doesn't make a big fuss. At 1.15pm-2.45pm, I watched The Seeker: The Dark Is Rising. It was wickedly AWESOME! The signs that Will(the seeker) found, in the order he found them, were: 1. Inside a pendant Will bought for his little sister Gwen 2. Just before the black plague, inside a skull's mouth under a church - the skull belonging to the creator of the signs - at the beginning of the 14th Century 3. On a shield some time in the past when Vikings attacked the village. He loses his watch in exchange for the sign. 4. On one of the feathers of "The Champion" from 1690 5. Underwater in a manor when it was flooded 6. Will's soul Then, later at 7.30pm, is HSM 3! I know it's really damn good because I just know it... Haha. Really. I can almost bet(: ♥With Love and fun

I am unhappy. Why must everyone change when we get older? I dont understand. It's so sad that the people I used to be comfortable with has slipped away. It's even more sad that now that I'm a teenager, boys are so hard to communicate with. Why cant they just talk and play as usual? Why must everyone make their lives so miserable? I wish everything is like when I was 10 years old. Why can't everyone hug ea ch other? The thrill of climbing into abandoned houses and building sandcastles without a big fuss. I hate this change. I've only realized this now... Hmph... I wonder why... xoxo ♥With Love and sadness.

Funny how live seems to be so filled of colours but still bleak. Bleh. Well anyway, am gonna change. That, i definitely will. Just see. Next year will be a fresh start(not). I love me and everyone else. Hugs xoxo ♥With Love

♥Colours that makes you happy...

I wanna say sorry to whatsthatperson'sname. Hey, no offence(: I dunno what else to saelah All the teachers must hate me. i haven't started studying. Lazylah. LoL Ya, YEOTZEXIN, you're HiLaRiouS Tiffany A, sry i never watch movie wif u Tracy, the fame? what the hell??? Me, night... ♥Dont lie to another liar.

I am a person mind you. Not a dog. Todae, i went to Ehub! watch Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince. The show started at 2.35pm. Three of us, Christie and Tiffany.Me and Christie wore a dress. Tiff wore a white spaghetti stripe and white hoodie. So nice liaoz. Haha. Took neoprints. Played arcade-some cute games and para-para. So fun leh! I went home, never get scolding but.. smth else happened which is like totally private. Write agn next time. ♥I♥am♥alone

♥haha. Am 14 todae. Not too happy. Got a cake. Duffy duck. Haha. Lol...never do e things I am SUPPOSED to do during the holidae. It's so sad and tragic. Haven finish holidae hwk. Heck... Ok. Here is 14 ways I have changed since last year. 14) I have copied my fren's hwk now at 14. (1st time) 13)I wear more dresses...(weird) 12)I run faster?! (lame) 11)Having Mixpod. ( ???) 10)Spending less time wif my frens 09)Passing Maths for the 1st time in sec. school 08)Having a Victoria Secret!!! 07)Updating this blog. 06)Christine(in my opinion) became nicer 05)having a below 50 level position 04)Writing letters to TRACY(2/7) 03)Got the perlini ring I wanted 02)Said the unsaid(lies, secrets n ya...) 01)AM OVER THE SHITTY WORLD(thnks 2 those no gd ppl)

Was not so sure what to sae. Yes, bitch still sucks... Use ur hand campaign, shitty. PTM, parents never come AND SO had to arrange the tables in hall for the O's. W.T.F cann??? People play play then table not straight. Damn shit. Came home. Use laptop. Soon. gonna sleep. ♥Silence...

Yeah. On the 18th of May 2009 I went to the library with Anisah from 2/7. Wow. What a great time we had man! Went to library and met LIMYINGRU!!! She looks hot man! Then, atTampines One, we went around. So cool but... NOTMYTYPE! We took some pictures together and it was damn fun. We then went Primadeli where Anisah bought chocolate waffle. Then, we went to the Pasar Malam and look-look. And haha, Anisah bought Blueberry drink. She commented that it was SUPER cold. And... WE WENT TO WHITESANDS! ok.That is so lame.haha There, we took some more pictures. She looks damn hot cann? We met Jia Xin, Keresa and Danial. I took two pictures with Jia Xin for... MEMORIES !!! So ya. That was how marking day went for me. YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY! I have a black heart ...♥