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Life has a face. It hides behind masks and expect you to find it. Life has eyes. It looks at your innermost desires. Life is life. On its own. ♥yeah...

When there is so much to take in, let them all out. I really do not understand where things went wrong. There are so many tears shed right now. People around me are getting emotional. I admit. I'm also as emotional... Results: lyk effyouucccckkkking. yeah(: ♥With Love

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVERRRR! I got the chance to be me for the exam period - me! It's really cool that I can actually survive with less than 5h of sleep for the past two week or so! & I'm grateful to the people around me for helping me through some twilight times. OHOHOH! & YESH! I also got a chance to stop slacking! haha yeah. results would be syit la. BUT, worry later, take BREAK now. Hehe:) ♥With Love

Goodnight, goodbye. I'll always know who I wanted to be. I'll always stay grounded I swear. ♥xoxo

Don't contradict my words. Gosh, you are so unoriginal. wtf. ♥I'm not me. I'm her.

1 ) My life is effed up. 2) There are hypocrites around me. 3) Backstabbers and bitches. 4) My maid is only coming home on the 12th. 5) My self-confidence is a goner. 6) I can't fulfil my wants for now. 7) No one really cares. ♥That's why i die a little inside.

1) You smile. 2) I'm doing well in terms of academic achievements. 3)'Cos I can run. 4) My sisters pamper me. 5) My besties are AWESOME. 6) I have never gotten detention before. 7) I'm still alive. ♥that's why I SMILE(:

I admit that I am a sensitive kind of girl. I take words to heart more than not. I can remember things kinda easily. I am also an open kind of person. If you won't tell me what's wrong with me, Don’t. But don't judge me by my words. Becos words alone do not show a round character. I'm going through a lot right now. Its okay if you don't give an eff but, Don’t push it. Do you have to torment me this way? I would never hate a person for no reason. I loathe you so much right now. But I know not to judge a person. Letting people in had killed me. I’m not sure where to go from here. Am I being melodramatic? It is becos I’ve been through hurt. Physically, mentally and maybe, even when I’m dreaming. At night, I sit up thinking about life. I think about how privileged I am. I think about how much I’ve tried and ran away. I think about dying. I don’t want pity from these words of mine. I just want to be IGNORED. Don’t kee...

You that rolling my eyes dun signify I'm ignoring you. Is what I'm saying making your head go round? Well, it doesn't. Sometimes, I saw the wrong things. I act out of turn. I annoy. I lie. but there is nothing wrong with imperfections. becos they bring out love from another. Some other kind being would love you for your imperfections And languidly, I'm being pulled down. I'm saying goodbye. I can't do anything? According to you eh? ACCORDING TO ME, I'M OKAY. ♥Everyday I'm shuffling!

MYE is drawing closer. I'm gonna study... i think. I've been thinking a lot these days... When everyone has shut you out, would you be willing to try again? When no one knows you're there, would you make them acknowledge your presence? When you know what is life, that is when you are really dead. ♥be brutal with words.

Yesterday was speech day. I'm not sure why but I was hit by a train somehow. My brain was somewhat telling me smth. You know that feeling that you've not done enough? I do. & yesterday, I was motivated. Again. Motivated by the unexpected turn of events & moivated to come back again next year I want to feel satisfied with my capabilities I will study. pay attention. be less caring (as if more ignorant sort of thing...) There are also other changes I would make. yeah... HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY DIANA! ♥Honestly

I'm trying not to die inside. You're worth that much. My friends, mt family & people that I know care. ♥munch

I know myself as one whose emotions are stronger than her being. Honestly, I know I have a lot of flaws. I've tried to change but I realised... Not all of the changes are for the better. When people notice this change, they approach me. Ask me. Question me. Interiogate me. But words are foreign to me nowadays. I can't seem to tell even the ones dearest to me I'm confused about myself. I know people care but if I can't, I can't. I'm going to keep still and silent until I know what to do 'cos rite now, everything's a whirlwind of a effuseeking mess. ♥why?

I am amazed at my level of insanity. I love Mr Paddington Bear(: ♥With Love

in 1 second I want to say smth so bad; goodbye. ♥you left without a note, without a word, without notice.

I'm craving them. ♥sweet lil tooth

I want to be able to reach out and touch a soul. I want to inspire another with just being honest. I want them to see me beyond the eyes of others. See me as who I am. I am human. I am a teenager. I have every emotion a person could ever have. But I am also different. I look at the world as a kaleidoscope. In a different nature than others. Some people think I'm a crank. But truth be told, I am just a little more special. I can't say what I want to say. I show much difference in my life. The way I live. The way I WANT to live and the way I am risking my ownself for all the syits that I'm going through. But let's open a new chapter. Let's hear our own cries. Don't worry another. Be sure of yourself. Understand. Do. ♥never expect the unexpected.

I have so many doubts about me. I see an empty canvass and I say, 'what a pity' An elmo is a really adorable creature. No pity is self pity. Self pity is SELFish. A lie is a lie till death does in apart? Hell no. Humans are forgetful. I'm too(: I need a new friend. haha. CRAZZZZZZZZZY^^ ♥xoxo?

The holidays is utter BS. Haven't touched on hwk... Monday was... monday. Got sick on Tues (gastric flu) Had a shaky Wednesday. Thursday went out in the morning to shop a little then cut hair wif Tiffany AJL who shld be a haircut consultant wen she grows up. She's real gd(: Friday suppose to be out. So yeah. Tmr. is. FRIDAY!!! Thanks Tiff for a great day(: ♥xoxo

#prayforjapan. There are always words but a million excuses. There are always opportunities but I let them slip by. I want to tell my parents so many things. But the courage is hidden some place else. ♥xoxo