b'day.
sweet 16(: tyvm to sisters for Reese chocolates, red Toshiba 500GB hard disk from 1st & 2nd sis, ..... from third sis & to the world for this AWESOME day(: ♥Love y'all
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beau.
Ten things I like/like more du ring June Holidays (other than my awesome sisters and my family and my lovely besties): 10: ANGRY BIRDS. They're actually pretty cute! Saw this in my dream. Dreamt that all humans angry birds and they're our life points>.< 09:BADMINTON! Haha. I played with some of kid neighbours and sister & got obsessed over it all over again. 08: FERRIS WHEELS! They're just nice(: I wanna go on one some time soon... 07: PENGUINSMr Poppin's Penguins made me in LOVE with THEM! Adorable aren't they?! 06: SMURFS! Its coming to the CINEMAS! 05: CARE BEARS! My eldest sis bought all 4 of us care bear handphone tinkles so I LOVE them thanks to her(: 04: BURBERRY! It's my #motivationtostudy! 03: JUSTIN BIEBER! Lol. He's kinda grown up yeah? 02: HARRY POTTER! I HEARTS IT!!! Waiting for the movie release. ...
Holiday?
Ok. There's the hwk. There's the fun. There's the #motivation There's the sleep very early in the mornin' There's the being super random like crazy. Yah. So yeah(: That's about it. ♥There's no in betweens
you know life?
Life has a face. It hides behind masks and expect you to find it. Life has eyes. It looks at your innermost desires. Life is life. On its own. ♥yeah...
Tears
When there is so much to take in, let them all out. I really do not understand where things went wrong. There are so many tears shed right now. People around me are getting emotional. I admit. I'm also as emotional... Results: lyk effyouucccckkkking. yeah(: ♥With Love
ok.alright.yeah...
EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVERRRR! I got the chance to be me for the exam period - me! It's really cool that I can actually survive with less than 5h of sleep for the past two week or so! & I'm grateful to the people around me for helping me through some twilight times. OHOHOH! & YESH! I also got a chance to stop slacking! haha yeah. results would be syit la. BUT, worry later, take BREAK now. Hehe:) ♥With Love
EVERYDAY I'M SHUFFLING(:
Goodnight, goodbye. I'll always know who I wanted to be. I'll always stay grounded I swear. ♥xoxo
That's why I die.
1 ) My life is effed up. 2) There are hypocrites around me. 3) Backstabbers and bitches. 4) My maid is only coming home on the 12th. 5) My self-confidence is a goner. 6) I can't fulfil my wants for now. 7) No one really cares. ♥That's why i die a little inside.
That's why I smile
1) You smile. 2) I'm doing well in terms of academic achievements. 3)'Cos I can run. 4) My sisters pamper me. 5) My besties are AWESOME. 6) I have never gotten detention before. 7) I'm still alive. ♥that's why I SMILE(:
Wavering Heart.
I admit that I am a sensitive kind of girl. I take words to heart more than not. I can remember things kinda easily. I am also an open kind of person. If you won't tell me what's wrong with me, Don’t. But don't judge me by my words. Becos words alone do not show a round character. I'm going through a lot right now. Its okay if you don't give an eff but, Don’t push it. Do you have to torment me this way? I would never hate a person for no reason. I loathe you so much right now. But I know not to judge a person. Letting people in had killed me. I’m not sure where to go from here. Am I being melodramatic? It is becos I’ve been through hurt. Physically, mentally and maybe, even when I’m dreaming. At night, I sit up thinking about life. I think about how privileged I am. I think about how much I’ve tried and ran away. I think about dying. I don’t want pity from these words of mine. I just want to be IGNORED. Don’t kee...
reading signs
You that rolling my eyes dun signify I'm ignoring you. Is what I'm saying making your head go round? Well, it doesn't. Sometimes, I saw the wrong things. I act out of turn. I annoy. I lie. but there is nothing wrong with imperfections. becos they bring out love from another. Some other kind being would love you for your imperfections And languidly, I'm being pulled down. I'm saying goodbye. I can't do anything? According to you eh? ACCORDING TO ME, I'M OKAY. ♥Everyday I'm shuffling!
there she goes. there she goes again.
MYE is drawing closer. I'm gonna study... i think. I've been thinking a lot these days... When everyone has shut you out, would you be willing to try again? When no one knows you're there, would you make them acknowledge your presence? When you know what is life, that is when you are really dead. ♥be brutal with words.
enough.
Yesterday was speech day. I'm not sure why but I was hit by a train somehow. My brain was somewhat telling me smth. You know that feeling that you've not done enough? I do. & yesterday, I was motivated. Again. Motivated by the unexpected turn of events & moivated to come back again next year I want to feel satisfied with my capabilities I will study. pay attention. be less caring (as if more ignorant sort of thing...) There are also other changes I would make. yeah... HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY DIANA! ♥Honestly
wished
I'm trying not to die inside. You're worth that much. My friends, mt family & people that I know care. ♥munch
Shape-shifter
I know myself as one whose emotions are stronger than her being. Honestly, I know I have a lot of flaws. I've tried to change but I realised... Not all of the changes are for the better. When people notice this change, they approach me. Ask me. Question me. Interiogate me. But words are foreign to me nowadays. I can't seem to tell even the ones dearest to me I'm confused about myself. I know people care but if I can't, I can't. I'm going to keep still and silent until I know what to do 'cos rite now, everything's a whirlwind of a effuseeking mess. ♥why?
