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GO N DIE!(IF U SUCK)~♥ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1zeR3NSYcHk Find out my favourite song currently.\

Shit shit shit listen, just listen. Everyone... hate me please dead GO N DIE!(IF U SUCK)~♥~

Sooooo cute!!!! GO N DIE!(IF U SUCK)~♥~

7:36 AM 8/10/2008 Wow i am in the midst of my exams but it seems a mile away. Firstly because i found some things i am surpose to know and it kinda bothered me. I must thank my besties for not telling me earlier but WHY must it be when i am in the midst of my exams...*Haiz* i wish i was not born and i do not have to be living life this way. I guess my studies is good but to me, thats not what i aim for. I aim for happiness but nothing surfaced. Yeah, going out with friends IS(not was) but sometimes... i feel left out. With their new member, i dunno if i still fit in. Whatever it is, i think racism is happening in my class but i dun really mind because as long as i dun bother what could happen right?I am writing way too much about myself... Most of you guys would most probably not know that i surpport Ferari in F1. I really think this year have been a crazy year for them but with all hopes, i hope it'll not be another chearting. Poor Raikkonen...its okay! He is still th...

3:12 PM 3:17 PM 26/9/2008 Dear...you, I am gonna tell you that 2dae... I WAS DRENCHED!!! It was raining n it kinda sucked... Anyway..2dae we had the english n higher malay papaer 1. Let be bet...i did it like shit. Its darn tough...kinda i guess... I was juz lzy 2 write a lot of details... So i did nothing soooo fun 2dae. However, i reallly love myself. Love, Princess Me GO N DIE!(IF U SUCK)~♥~

Happy...nonono... uneventful birthdae 2 u kak maziah. my third sis. lol...so now u;re 17. SO OLD!!! jkjkjk oh...n i m proud 4 givin her a present wrapped TWICE! WHATEVER! This is 4 u, M mm...its nice A IYO!LAMELAH. z amzam ala ke zam I nside my room i sleeping. And i am filled with presents. H ahaha...in ur dreams!!! Remember me NOT, Fallen Devil GO N DIE!(IF U SUCK)~♥~

You KNOW WAT! todae...i gt literature project. Merchant Of Vernice play. Horrible like shit ah! You Yan KICKED my eye. It was bloody redlah! Ting Rui stepped on my hand! PAINFUL!PAINFUL!PAINFUL! OUCH!OUCH!OUCH! heck lah. haiz...no Offencelah. Soulfully Wicked, Fallen Devil GO N DIE!(IF U SUCK)~♥~

well...wat can i probably say? My life is currently in a whirlwhind.' So much 2 dread abt... School,home,frens,enemies,teachers n freaks. I dunno y but... a lot of pll changed. Faustina is no much than a...? a erm...Confused gal? Tiffany is now... greatter i guess... Fathin?Nabilah? I?Dunno? Christabell IS usual. Nur Aqilah Hassan is... OUT OF HER MIND! Ying ru? i dunnolah... My hatred self, Fallen Devil GO N DIE!(IF U SUCK)~♥~

loving u is like torture. Loving you breaks my heart. Loving you makes me sad yet pleasured... You reassure me that i am always the best. You are always there sometimes to anger me others to make me smile. Wiashed u knew that i totally love you. i dunno how 2 live juz without u. You are everything 2 me... yet i still wanna say... Love you with all my heart! GO N DIE!(IF U SUCK)~♥~

i feel really empty inside like a flower dead in line. i feel soo angry n lifeless... juz because u tore me apart. U shld juz................................. GO N DIE!(IF U SUCK)~♥~

WTF! Hizan that fucking idiot is becoming such an asshole. He is like forver making fun of me!Then he's like bitching his way through the class!If he dun stop being a sucker, he'll die to the core of hell. STUPID YOUYAN! STOP PULLING MY HAIRBAN! GO N DIE!(IF U SUCK)~♥~

What is life???well...nth... GO N DIE!(IF U SUCK)~♥~

When i am here at home, i DON"T feel secure. My parents are naggers! My sister is sometimes a real pain 2 me n my grandmother is like a total berserk n now i am goin crazy! My father is like controlling my life! Wat the heck?! My mother is like telling me, "Y u not like ur other friends, clever, pretty and very nice?" WoW never thought F...S... cld be soooo nice n clever? Go n ..................................... So sry but if i had 2 choose home or school...I would chose NON! I'd rather kill myself! What does it bothers 4 ppl 2 be idiotszzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. N my family is like....SHIT! Whatever so if u wanna die...GO N DIE LAH! ♥...is crap in my life~♥~

What is life when hatred is alwaez there? Why must some bitches still be living in this world wif us? What about the pure and innocent? Why is there still assholes in my class??? What is true meaning of love? ♥...is crap in my life~♥~

hello n school has been great... EXCEPT that Faustina is a councillor! DO U BELIEVE IT ! ♥...is crap in my life~♥~

Hahax...well...i really love death note these daes! Its really interresting! I hate........................... ♥...is crap in my life~♥~

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well..i got talk to benedict...fun..kinda... Dead Silence In The Midnight At where i am not, there is dead silence The clock ticks and time flies No one is awake yet my heartis beating fast and uneasily By the look of my face, i am lonely n broken inside Midnight comes by as my heart beats faster and faster. Hatred grows in my soulas quickly.... .The dead silence had brought the -_-'XxXxXxX Dead alive The midnight had made the moon shy to come out Fire is flying far away Water is swishingfuther away. Tears are drying up Wind is disappearing Ice is melting Sun has already hidden because the dead has come back alive They're back for more, more souls to take. To kill to take is wat they do. People are ruhing away. After all,its the dae the dead comes back to life. The dae where... The Dead Silence In TheMidnight Awakes... n these pics......................................................... ♥...is crap in my life~♥~

5:15 PM 2/1/2008 Despair And Sadness Arouses... todae i was in totalmood swing because of that bitch... STuPiD IdIoT FaUtInA PaNg Firstly..she critisized my class deco ...then..she say thislah thatlah like she can do better... then she start to make the whole class go against me... Wat the hell??? Now i really feel like commiting suicide ...................................... ....................................... ............................................. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH... then.. she made me do the duty for cleaning the classroom like ssooooo alone... i am soo pissed with bloody Faustina pang...a nd now...i am darn pissed n all my happinesss had drowned.. .i am a gurl in a brokenshell whose heart is in pieces.. now..i have made new n improved fwens too....benedic... Xiang Wei n no more... i hate a lot of pplbut not this badly ............now my head is spinning n i juz it'll stop so that i do not have to go through all this pain and sufferings.... these tear...

hello?? hi???? how are all of u???\ dying??? or wat?? todae i change my seat. now i am ok-ok mood. well... i also mood swinglah! hahahahahahahaha.... thats all...bye! ♥...is crap in my life~♥~

well...having a dae from hell man! stupid teacherlah! My class.... late 4 assembly then nvr bring storybook...then we kena stayback... CHEZH!I hate ART in my school because of that taecher.... I HATE HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! By the way....lets see todae was not that much except 4 that..oh ya... i ate chocolate chip ice cream. hah i guess that is all... hello!!!My lucky star ok! ?????????????????????????????????????? ♥...is crap in my life~♥~

hi i am me...this is lame... anywae..school todae was verii dready... firstly...i will go topic by topic Lesson complain that all lessonsshold be fun!!! If school is soo boring... u wouldn't come... u wouldn't listen thenwats the point?? Shafiq n idiot who can't.. ~sit still!!! ~keep quiet ~not irritating n u know...thebad boyz stuff.... Fathin Nabilah nice to me todae cause she treated me to snacks n bubble tea she is reallyfun to gossip to.. HahaxHahaxHahax Tiffany(bestie!!!) well.... she kinda blankout a lot todae!!! she loves doing the "i'm in space" thingi!!! haha well i hopethat she'll alwaes be the closest person(bestie) on earth.. as long as she dun blank out at me its fine haha Ren Jei/Ben They are some crappy ppl they look likesibling but they're personalities are differnt Ren Jei is nice,friendly, easy-going ,understanding n caring AND... Ben is nice yet strange,irritaing(sometimes) n sometimes far tooQUIET!!! ThIeR LooKs... Ren Jei~flat hai...

Dear Nobody... here i am agn...writing crappy stuffs abt my crappy life...You agree its crappy???well... THANK YOU !!!haha...i sound like a crazy arsehole...haha...anywayz...school todae was brilliant....haha.i'm so crap.No offence gd ppl...i also wanna complain abt SHAFIQ sooo irritating!!!I've also made a new bestfwen... TIFFANY !!Also have others like...Ren Jie...Liang Ying...Christene...Hidayat...Ben...Tze xin n for the rest that i didn't mention...i'm terribly sry...srysrysry!!!! I AM NOT EMO !!!but i like black n red. i like wen ppl say i'm goth.Oh ya!!!sooo funny...Of course i've not forgotten my old buddies...ying ru, Ko hwee...Cheng suan nicole n more!!!I miss them a bunch! ................................................................................................. well...todae...i fought wif Fathin Nabilah. I really thought that she annoyed me like a lot!I dunno y but she really pissed me off todae..ok...let's change topic.Ying ru n tiffany lo...

There are hidden tears behind my eyes... Hidden talents behind me... HIDDEN LOVE TO BE FOUND... not put together 4 the chain... together we stand together we fall... together we live in this lonely world... we will protect one another... alwaes 4 ever... never blinded by the lies we've told... never cry wen we fall... alwaes smile 4 lovers love each other... till the very end... ♥...is crap in my life~♥~

hello...dun critisize on my blog...hahaha ♥...is crap in my life~♥~

5:04 PM 1/5/2008well...sometimes...things that u forever love goes missing...it most of the times makes u feel sad...no matter how much pain i've suffered...i'll never be able to return the dead...no matter how much i cried...the tears do nothing 4 me to see u agn...in fact...almost everthing is impossible...its only that humans made it possible..no matter how hard i study..u'll never return to my side...how harsh the world is... it doesn't change a darn thing!those daes we've spent together was in vain..u know..come to think of it...being here alone is fun....talking to urself...being like urself yet quiet............~~~~~~~~_~ ___________....thats soo life!! ♥...is crap in my life~♥~

My P.O.T Characters!!! Echizen Ryoma...1. He is in year one and his current height is 151cm.His blood type is O.He is born on 24th of December.His favourite quote is mada mada dane (no not yet)His favourite subject is Science. he also loves the colour silver.Echizen is the featured tennis player in the show. His father is a famous professional tennis player who retired really early but otherwise could have become the number 1 tennis player in the world. Echizen is the only 1st year regular player in Seigaku, since he short compared to the other members, he's been nicknamed O'Chibi (baby boy) by fellow player, Eiji. Additional info worth noting: Echizen grew up in United States and knows English very well (many classmates admires him for this). Fuji Syusuke...2. He is currenly in year 3 and his height is 167cm. His blood type is Band he is born on February the 19th.His favourite subject is classicsand he loves the clour beige. He also loves photogarphy.Fuji is known as a tennis...

wat happens wen a girl meets a boy?? they get TOGETHER!!!Then wat happens?? They cry wen he betrays her... They go out tiil the gurl gives the last gdbye.. WHY??????= the boys doesn't like the gurl... deep inside the boy loves some1 else... the gurl doesn't know this though... =+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++= the gurl is shy and keepseverything to her self... she bleeds... she cries... she shivers... she's hurt.. she cuts... she lies... she put so much to herself that she is deeply pained... she believes that the boy lurves her...she acts funny.... AFTER THEY BREAK-UP.... +BoY+he feels lost.. .after letting go... feels sooo wrong... feels pushed... feels wrong n bad...' he also finds out that the gurl he like is a playgurl who cheats boyz wif money... he still feels love for his ex... =GuRl=she cries... she bleeds... she does nothing... she doesn't eat... doen't smile... doesn't go to school doesn't wave.. .doesn't even go out... __...

Edward Elric Edward Elric is the Fullmetal Alchemist. He is a prodigy, becoming the youngest State Alchemist in the Army's history. Edward stunned his superiors by using Alchemy without an array, a miraculous feat never witnessed before. Ed despises being "a dog of the military," but it grants him the opportunity to seek out the legendary Philosopher's Stone, a crimson crystal rumored to increase the power of the Alchemist who uses it. Edward seeks the stone so that he may restore his missing limbs, and more importantly reunite his younger brother Alphonse's body with his soul, which was tragically trapped in a suit of armor after a failed attempt through Alchemy to revive the dead Tricia Elric, the boys' mother. Edward realizes he has a gift, a gift that most State Alchemists could only dream of having. But he knows that with that gift he becomes a high profile target. As Edward reluctantly fights off a crazed assassin who vows revenge on all State Alchemists...

Kira Yamato!The young civilian who becomes the pilot of the prototype Strike Gundam. Kira is a first-generation Coordinator whose parents are Naturals, and his family has taken refuge in the neutral territory of the resource satellite Heliopolis to avoid the war. However, Kira finds himself drawn into the conflict when Heliopolis is attacked by ZAFT forces, and he remains aboard the Earth Alliance warship Archangel in order to protect his friends and loved ones. As a Coordinator, Kira has remarkable mental and physical abilities, and his computer programming talents enable him to rewrite the Strike Gundam's operating system in mid-battle to adapt to new combat conditions. Rank: Ensign (PHASE-15) Age: 16 Birthday: May 18 Blood type: A Genetic type: Coordinator Height: 165 cm Mobile suit: GAT-X105 Strike GundamAile Strike GundamLauncher Strike GundamSword Strike Gundam Cagali yula athhaThis tomboy princess is the daughter of Lord Uzumi, one of the leaders of the ne...

CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY-August 24, 1981 in Buffalo, NY1.Possessing the sort of moody good looks that can melt the hearts of teenage girls everywhere, actor Chad Michael Murray impressed television audiences early on with his role on the popular family drama series Gilmore Girls. Later breaking into feature territory with roles in the apocalyptic Megiddo: Omega Code 2 and Freaky Friday, the up-and-comer seemed poised to become the next Josh Hartnett. Born and raised in Buffalo, NY, Murray gave his family a taste of his talent early on when the assured young entertainer kept them in stitches with a series of amusing skits and songs. A career in high-school athletics was cut short when the gridiron runner was sidelined with a serious football injury, and it was during his recovery that a nurse persuaded Murray to pursue a career in modeling. Subsequently awarded a modeling scholarship from a nearby Buffalo agency, Murray was spotted by a Hollywood talent scout during a convention in Orlando a...