I’ve been having issues with my weight since maybe around 12? At 12, my routine was using my bus card to buy McDonalds. At 13, I entered a mixed school and was teased for being fat. At 14, I still didn’t understand why I was being teased for being fat. At 15, I wanted to be skinny too and started to run. At 16, I was having so much insecurities I caved in but was average. At 17, I was one of the fatter ones in my CCA squash and had a hard time during training. At 18, I had the desire to be skinny, really skinny. At 19, I was skinnier and wanted to go down the scale some more. At 20, I was skinny, trained like mad and just traced my bones to sleep each night. At 21, I gained so much weight I cried about my weight bitterly so many times. At 22, I was in a constant weight battle from the high to the low on the scales. Now, I’m just a broken mess of numbers. I’ve defined myself by numbers. And it won’t go away. But oh wells. It’ll pass.
Dear Nobody... here i am agn...writing crappy stuffs abt my crappy life...You agree its crappy???well... THANK YOU !!!haha...i sound like a crazy arsehole...haha...anywayz...school todae was brilliant....haha.i'm so crap.No offence gd ppl...i also wanna complain abt SHAFIQ sooo irritating!!!I've also made a new bestfwen... TIFFANY !!Also have others like...Ren Jie...Liang Ying...Christene...Hidayat...Ben...Tze xin n for the rest that i didn't mention...i'm terribly sry...srysrysry!!!! I AM NOT EMO !!!but i like black n red. i like wen ppl say i'm goth.Oh ya!!!sooo funny...Of course i've not forgotten my old buddies...ying ru, Ko hwee...Cheng suan nicole n more!!!I miss them a bunch! ................................................................................................. well...todae...i fought wif Fathin Nabilah. I really thought that she annoyed me like a lot!I dunno y but she really pissed me off todae..ok...let's change topic.Ying ru n tiffany lo...
Title: Bliss. Early in 2016, my grandma passed away. It was the turning point of my whole entire life. Everything came crashing down like hurricane just crashed havoc in my little comfort zone. I felt as though the bad things were never going to stop and I'm going to be buried into the sinkhole. It's painful to know that you only know what you've got when it's gone. This hurricane though, it brought destruction, chaos but at the end of it all, it brought more good than bad. Ironic right? How can a destroyer become the savior? For that, I believe God's challenges for me is great but He knows best. The first thing I ever did was to let go of the person I was holding on so tightly to at the end of 2016. He was the person I loved and thought I could never replace. At present, I am convinced that I loved him for all the wrong reasons and I was tearing myself apart more than putting myself back together by holding onto the baggages of just memories. Th...
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