5:15 PM 2/1/2008
Despair And Sadness Arouses...

todae i was in totalmood swing
because of that bitch...
STuPiD IdIoT FaUtInA PaNg
Firstly..she critisized my class deco
...then..she say thislah
thatlah like she can do better...
then she start to make the
whole class go against me...
Wat the hell???
Now i really feel like commiting suicide
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH...
then..
she made me do the
duty for cleaning the classroom
like ssooooo alone...
i am soo pissed with bloody
Faustina pang...a
nd now...i am darn pissed n
all my happinesss had drowned..
.i am a gurl in a brokenshell
whose heart is in pieces..
now..i have made new n improved
fwens too....benedic...
Xiang Wei n no more...
i hate a lot of pplbut not this badly
............now my head is spinning
n i juz it'll stop so that i do
not have to go through all
this pain and sufferings....
these tears that i shed
is all because of bloody
hell u!well...thats life..
.go n Die is my motto now
.......................-_-`

♥...is crap in my life~♥~

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