Youth

Bad Times:( 1) Zedd - Clarity ft Foxes "If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity." 2) Escape the Fate - My Apocalypse "I need an earthquake, to shake this pity off the ground." 3) Agust D - The Last "Sometimes I'm afraid of myself too, from the self-disgust and depression coming to play again." Better Times:) 1) Beyoncé - I Was Here "The hearts I have touched will be the proof that I leave." 2) Paramore - Last Hope "It's not that I don't feel the pain, it's just I'm not afraid of hurting anymore." 3) BTS  (방탄소년단) - Epilogue: young forever "Even when I fall and hurt myself, I keep running towards my dream." Notes:3 The first musician I had fallen in love with was a Malaysian artist called Ella. I remember listening to her while I was on a road trip. Her voice was just mesmerizing and as a kid, I did not quite catch the lyrics thus I must have loved he...

Travel What is my favorite part of being able to travel? It would be the freedom. The freedom to enable my mind to roam as far as it wills and my legs to walk as far and much as it wants to. It's that exhilarating feeling when I get lost and start falling in love with the idea of exploring while I'm lost. Plans are meant to be laid out but no one ever said you had to follow them. I enjoy the thrill of meeting people and then finding places that may enthrall me. I don't believe in fear. Fear is when you have something to lose but I don't. My only fear now is God. I am at peace with everything else. If I lose something, there is always something else to gain from it. Life isn't so complicated. Nor is traveling. You just need a bit of courage, friendliness and obviously some common human instinct. If you fear the unknown, stay at home or follow a tour. Traveling isn't for you yet. Not everyone is prepared to leave their comfort zone. I wasn't once u...

8 Oct 2016 The feeling of excitement as Kathleen was teaching me Mandarin was evident. Linzy had just booked our flight (MAS) to Osaka and our lodging at Namba Oriental Hotel was settled soon after. This impromptu was really going to take off, who knew eh? 30 Oct 2016 I was just bursting with exhilaration at this point of time. Our flight to KL for the transit was really bumpy but we met a Singaporean working at Mediacorp heading for his holiday in Tokyo and we had a lovely chat with the chap. We arrived late because of the terrible wet weather and lucky us, our plane to Japan was just next to the plane we landed from! YAY! Linzy tried blowing up her portable pillow that she bought from Muji but her attempt was a really funny one as the air kept escaping. Regardless, it was blown and we were ready for Osaka! 31 Oct 2016 The scenery from the airplane window as the sun was rising. Simply gorgeous. We had to walk to a group of Indonesian ladies who were ...

Title: Bliss. Early in 2016, my grandma passed away. It was the turning point of my whole entire life. Everything came crashing down like hurricane just crashed havoc in my little comfort zone. I felt as though the bad things were never going to stop and I'm going to be buried into the sinkhole. It's painful to know that you only know what you've got when it's gone. This hurricane though, it brought destruction, chaos but at the end of it all, it brought more good than bad. Ironic right? How can a destroyer become the savior? For that, I believe God's challenges for me is great but He knows best. The first thing I ever did was to let go of the person I was holding on so tightly to at the end of 2016. He was the person I loved and thought I could never replace. At present, I am convinced that I loved him for all the wrong reasons and I was tearing myself apart more than putting myself back together by holding onto the baggages of just memories. Th...